I started blogging when it was the "in" thing and after mere four posts I find myself unable to say anything or I decided to just shut up...Whichever was my choice; I don't remember it anymore.
So why now? Why am I back typing again? Is it because I am stuck in a bed 24/7 due to my recent surgery? Yup that's it. That's the short answer. If your not into sob-stories, if you get bored listening to people going on about themselves or if your someone who just can't take one more of these "soul searching posts" then I suggest you get the hell outta here!! For the rest of you who's still reading ...Well you have my sympathies :)
Well I am in bed as I mentioned earlier and all of a sudden I remember that once long long ago; but no so long ago(If you know my meaning)...I used to write a blog and that I had a lot of followers too! Then I opened up my laptop (thankfully allowed to use that now...God bless the miracles that are called laptop and internet) and I see my last post was in 2010..Yup that's right ..I wrote my seventh post four years ago ... And what do you know..it was a poem...
I read the poem and it's a wonder to me that I wrote it. I was even tempted to check in the net of I had copied it somewhere! Its not a spectacular poem; its not a poem that would move you to tears; its not a poem that make you get up and do stuff that you always wanted to do. It was an average poem. What was a wonder to me is that it seems that I have better skills than I thought...Than I assessed myself to have currently.
As strange as the brain works; mine went into a whole strings of tangents of my last four years and I realised that I have been so hectic and stuck up in just going with the flow, getting ahead in life and daily stuff... I did the most rookie mistake of all..I didn't pay attention to myself and now I am stuck with a stranger who seems vaguely familiar and worst... someone who is underestimated and unappreciated.
Now that I am planning to embark upon this quest again; it only seems right I start from here again. And so if anyone has read it till here and is gracious enough to spend time on this; then I welcome you to my journey of self-discovery again and will enthusiatically look forward to your partaking in it.
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